Depressed or Fatigued?

So this morning I woke up, tired and stiff as usual. Had some breakfast and a shower. Listened to some music and went to have lunch with my mom and sister. So in the course if being there and here my mood took a tragic turn. I was ok this morning. Borderline happy and had some energy then before they picked me up I sat down on the couch and it hit me.... Exhaustion. I had plenty of sleep last night and I'm not in a terrible amount of pain. I am just spent. It's making me nuts. More than that its making me depressed. I got home changes into my pajamas, cuddled up in the couch and texted apologies to my family for lacking energy and happiness. People shouldn't have to do that. I hate my body. I hate its pain, i hate its weakness, I hate its fat, I hate its irritable bowels and popping ovaries. I want a new one. Maybe then ill have a better outlook on life. I have spent so much time at work I feel like I put my happiness into my patients and don't save any for me...... Ponder it and comment.