Little Things

It's the smallest things that drive me nuts. Coming home after 12+ he shift to a dirty apt when it was cleaned the day before, having to also deal with dirty cat pan and baby diaper. Why do I have to work full time, mother full time, clean every day alone, pay bills alone. BUY A HOUSE ALONE. I mean really?! Fair? I think not. Sorry all, just needed a vent . I'm sure I have more in there I do but I'm in pain and tired. I just had to get that thought out if my head before I go to sleep. Depressing.

Stress=Pain!

Buying a house is stressing me out!!!! I do one thing and then it's wait, wait, wait. Then I hear back and do another thing then its back to wait, wait, wait!!!! All this waiting is making me nuts! I could be packing and doing things to prepare to move in but this one last thing has to be approved before were mostly in the clear and all this waiting is driving me nuts!!! Ahhhh. The stress is making me tense and being tense is making me hurt more so stress=pain! Ugh. I know I should stop stressing because if He meant for this to happen it will happen. I'm just terrified that its not what He wants to happen and I've gotten my hopes up just to be shot down! :(

Anyways if anyone even reads this thing say some prayers for me please! Thanks and God bless...

Tired, hungry, in pain!

Today was a long ass day. I am just now getting ready for bed. So hungry Ns no food in house, or at least no quick food. I'm exhausted with no energy to cook. Pizza it is. Have a good night

A Nurse's Experience with Fibromyalgia and Pain Medication

A Nurse's Experience with Fibromyalgia and Pain Medication by Susan Kieffer



Check this out if you are a nurse who suffers from Fibromyalgia. It holds a lot of insight. :-)

Another Day Living with Fibro

So today is a new day, I have been on here twice since I started this blog. So sorry if there is even anyone out there who has read this. I have had a really bad and long last several weeks. First I had a miscarriage, then I was sick with a stomach bug THREE times! ER for severe dehydration with tachycardia complications.  Now its just back to the normal fibro pain. Its been cold then warmer then cold and warmer again. Snow still on the ground from our recent "snowmaggedon" or whatever these folks in Belleville want to call it. I have taken two steroid backs since the begining of the year and although they've helped a lot I am back to ground zero. Pain. Pain. Pain. Today its almost unbearable. I am sitting at work, lickily my team is great. I have a lot of free time. My entire body is just aching and its nipping at me slowly until I feel like I've fallen down Mt Everest and been slammed by a semi truck. :-( Ended up taking some meds at work after the several doses of Aleve did nothing. I am hoping for a epsom salt bath and heating pad when I get home. Hoping this day goes by faster so I can get home to that and my baby girl and hubby. Been reading Fibromyaglia for Dummies. I've gotten a lot of good info out of it. Plus I am just about to switch Dr. We will see how that goes. I have recently had MRI to test for MS. That came back within normal limits. Thank goodness. My Rhuematologist has ordered some more labs for me that I am procrastinating on. I just hate coming up here on my days off and I have such a stack of labs that I need done now that I cant really do them while I am working. Any how, in better news. We bought a house! or we are buying a house. Closing is April 2 and home inspection is tomorrow. I am suppppperrrr excited! We will finally have our own space. and  HUGE backyard for sam to play in. We are inheriting a turtle sandbox and a slide! HURRAY!


So thats about all for now. Prayers going out to friends and family. Please say one for me tonight.

XOXOXO and God Bless