Two things:
1) I am in awe at how well a chore chart works for grown ups! I made one for brad sam and I and for the last 3 weeks my house AND bathrooms have been clean! I mean a few things here and there to "house rescue" but for the most part I'm not spending all my off days cleaning. I am pretty damn excited.
2) because of said chore chart and my house being tidy I got both girls to bed before 9 and instead of rushing around to quick clean before bed I am soaking ALONE in a hot bath! If only I had some moscato on hand! Lol this is one happy mama.
And I've been reading both my daily prayer books daily. I have one for young mommys and the Sarah Young one. L💗VE. Amazing how much more faithful I feel when giving a small piece of my day to Him. I know Brad doesn't feel the same so it's sad I don't share it with him. I wish we were growing together in God. I pray for him daily and hope one day we can make this journey together. After all once the girls are grown and gone it's just him and I. I feel like we're gonna have to get to know each other again. Is that awful? By putting my kids first I feel like I've put him second - unintentionally. I pray for myself to make this better. Thought about doing that marriage prayer book. Like the one from that movie- I forget the name. Maybe I'll google it. And sam wants to say grace before every meal and she has brad doing it too! And she learned her night time prayer. Feel like a proud mama!
Also getting a nerve conducting study done to see what's going on with all the numbness in my hands, hoping hat goes well and it gets better, sucks when it's affecting my driving, holding Cailin and drying my hair. Plus my pain has been bad recently due to drastic weather changes. Wanted to take a medrol dose pak to get it under control but it decreases my milk supply and I've worked so hard to get it back to a decent level. So yoga here I come!
Now to enjoy the rest of my bath before hubby gets home!
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