Convincing

Isn't it funny that its still one week yet until my expected period that I find myself with the need to take a THIRD pregnancy test. Like even if I was pregnant now a test would magically tell me a week before it would even show. I told myself tonight that if it was negative (which even if I am pregnant a negative would be my result this early) that I wouldn't take another one unless I'd miss my period. Yea totally made myself see a FAINT blue line (which is probably all in my head) convincing myself if I just wait a few more days my hcg levels would rise enough for early tests to be positive. I'm crazy, I'm baby fever crazy! I don't understand where this need to be a mother to a billion babies comes from. I guess God just meant me to be a mother. :D ill take it! That's all, I'm wiped out. Long day at work then five hour trip almost to STL yuck. Night!